Part 1

Lost Love



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Part 1



After accusing Khushi for every ill in his life, Arnav left from there leaving behind a shattered Khushi, who was standing rooted to the spot remembering his every word
again and again. Every word which her Arnavji spitted like a venom on her and soon realisation hit her of what just happened.


"Arnavji, her Arnav ji blamed her for every wrong in his and his sister's life. After everything happened he still holds her responsible for everything??"









On the other side, Arnav was driving his car rashly thinking about the recent happenings and just like that he realised what he just did. He accused Khushi again, he hurt her again & he mentally kicked himself for his stupidity. "The girl who did
everything for the happiness of his family and him, the girl who nearly lost her life in saving him, the girl
who have to bear so much pain because of him, who was already breaking from inside by the behaviour of his family. When she needed him the most, when she needed his support, yet he again failed her." Taking a 'U' turn he drives back to shantivan hurriedly






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As soon as he reaches home, Arnav runs towards his room to see the
site he feared. "Khushi was silently packing her bags."


At first he was shocked to react anything, his fear is going to come true she's going to leave him alone, Alone in the darkness he lived before.
Right then Khushi turns towards him and their eyes met  his eyes showing the pain and her a determination which scared him.


"The empty and determined look in her ever so lively eyes scared him. He wanted to hide himself, he can't look into those eyes, but he have to."
He have to otherwise she'll leave him.


Arnav: Khushi! (His voice coming in whisper) What is this? Where are you going?
Khushi: Far away from your life. So you can live in peace Mr. Raizada.  (that hurt him, he crings at her straight tone of speaking)



Arnav(stammering): Mr. Raizada?? Khushi its Arnav ji for you.
Khushi: No. It was always Mr.Raizada.
The mighty Arnav Singh Raizada, Arnavji was just my illusion, nothing more.
(Arnav closes his his eyes feeling her pain)


Arnav: Khushi! I didn't mean that.
Khushi: No. Mr.Raizada! Now I very well know what did you mean. So I am leaving, I have had enough



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Arnav: Khushi! Khushi please try to understand I was just tense for Di. So I (cutts off by khushi)


Khushi: So as always you did what you do threw venom on me because you think that I don't have heart? I don't get hurt? Oh yea how can I forget? According to you, a middle class girl like me can't have emotions. They are also for rich persons like you and your family.


Arnav: Khushi No! Please don't say like that.
Please just listen to me. Don't go Khushi please.
Don't....... (interrupted by Khushi)





Khushi: No! I just want to leave now. I no more wish to be your play toy. With whom you can play according to your wishes and mood. Saying this she starts moving towards door but Arnav holds her wrist and closing his eyes he did what he thought best to stop her that moment (unwillingly) he knows that it'll hurt her but he thought to mend it later not knowing that it'll stab her heart more brutally.


Arnav: Khushi! You can't go you're still in contract with me. And when he turned to look at her, prepared for
another outburst but none came to his surprise.
Coming out of his hold Khushi comes back inside the room without any fuss to his shock. He was feeling happy
that now Khushi will be here but her next word made him realise the blunder he did.


Khushi: (with her back towards him.): You surprise me Mr.Raizada. One moment you spit fire, another moment you say sorry but alas you always proves that Arnav Singh Raizada can never change.


Arnav: Khushi.. I...



Khushi: You don't have to say anything more Mr. Raizada. I'll live here till the contract ends. I'll not break it.


Arnav: Khushi listen.. (but Khushi moves from there)
Taking her blanket she goes to sleep on recliner leaving Arnav shocked.  Arnav: Khushi! What are you doing ? Why are you sleeping on recliner??


Khushi: Ohh sorry Mr.Raizada I'll move to poolside.


Arnav(shocked): No khushi! I mean sleep on bed. You don't have to sleep on recliner.


Khushi: Oh no Mr.Raizada this is your room. I am with recliner, thanks for your generosity that you are even letting me stay in your room when it so difficult for you to even breathe same air as me(Arnav just closes his eyes hearing his own words from her mouth in guilt and pain).
Infact it is matter of few days
till the contract ends. You sleep peacefully on your master bed.


Arnav: Khushi... but Khushi turns her back towards him and sleeps on the recliner or pretends to sleep.
Arnav just stood there looking at her figure and cursing himself. He move towards bed to sleep thinking this is not right time to talk with her.
( If only he knew how wrong he is. If he held her in his arms and tried to soothe her, she would have
broken down in his arms only.
She just needed love and support this time, which he again failed to give her)


Arnav hears khushi's little sobs and cried himself for all the pain in their life .

(BG: Kyu kKhwaabon pe tere saaye hain, 
Dil kyun hai tanha mera,
Kyun Khamoshi hai jubaan meri
Ashkon se keh paaun na
Kyun Dard hai itna tere hi ishq me

Rabba ve
Rabba ve Rabba ve Rabba ve...)

In wee hours both fell asleep tired.



To be continued...

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